EnchiPants: a blog about the traumatic life of a nerdy girl who grew into a broken woman
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Love/Hate
Thank you TonysBologna: “How to Write More” – for inspiring me to get off my ass and just write. I was legitimately on my ass on the couch scrolling on my phone… and ya called me out (damnit 😝)! Also, visit the site where I got the featured picture from, because holy shit that’s some…
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Walkies?!
Soooo… I went with The Boyfriend on his “run” this morning (it was so early!). We walked the block-ish to the neighborhood park (is smol) and I rested on the first bench while he started his regimen. I did eventually get up and walk the track to the next bench, waiting for him to finish.…
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Painful Sleep
This bout with the meds and shit really screwed things up for me. Not shocking, it DOES happen, but fuck me is it frustrating. I hate it. Trying to find medicine to help me with pain (or “happiness”) is like finding needle in a haystack. And? Even if it works, the side effects are unbearable…
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Bleh
I’ve had a rough go these past few days. Today, I woke up with a headache, probably from dehydration, and sore from sleep (or lack thereof, really). I’m not really motivated to write, either. I’m exhausted, sore, and just generally not feeling all that great. I’m doing “better” than I have been, which isn’t saying…
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Meteor Shower
Star light, star bright, First star I see tonight, I wish I may, I wish I might, Have this wish I wish tonight. When I was little, this was one of my most treasured songs. I wished… quite frequently, tbh, to be rescued from the utter Hell that was my life. The traumatic and toxic abuse…
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Just One of Those Days
I was going to write about the Perseids Meteor Shower that peaks today and tomorrow, at the taint of dawn (just before the ass crack of dawn, mind you). But… I saved the draft for tomorrow. I had trouble getting to sleep last night. Restless legs are a fun new addition to the suffering I…
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Monday Mark – 1.0
I get a weekly subscription email from Mark Manson (<—link to his site) called “Your Next Breakthrough.” I haven’t participated in the prompts, but I would like to. They ARE thought-provoking, after all. And thus, I think I’ll start a weekly “Monday Mark” where I do just that. I’ll copy/paste what the weekly prompt is,…
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Not Much Today
So I’ve been extra in the fatigue department the last few days. Today is no exception. Physical issues are worse than usual currently. I’ve been trying to blog this morning and just can’t keep my eyes open or concentrate. So, maybe later?
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That’s Punny
Get it? “Punny” = Funny Pun?! No? Ok, but seriously… I love being able to journal/blog here, expressing all the feels and whatnot. Getting things OUT is my main goal. And theeeeen… there’s the fantasy novel I’ve been trying to write for years. I started off really strong on it, but life, ya know? It’s…
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What Dat Blog Do?!
My blog – originally – was intended to be a daily journal for myself, something I could turn into a habit and commit to, since journaling has been the bane of my existence (yet another one of those, lol) since I was young. However, I’ve shared it with others… not just the public, but therapists…
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Is There Anybody…
OUT there?! Aight. Had to share the sudden hit-me-in-the-brains song by my all-time favorite band: Pink Floyd. This one isn’t my fave of all their songs, but it’s pretty far up there. Dark Side of the Moon is top tier for me, The Wall is 2nd. I’ll post my favorite song of theirs at the…
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Cats, Obviously…
I’m not a dog person. They’re loud and obnoxious, barking and jumping and slobbering… usually. With the exception of Captain Jack Sparrow – one of Granny Sidhé’s puppers – I wouldn’t want to own a doggo. I would, however, have another wolf-hybrid like Ch’Komi as a companion… but I just don’t have to strength physically…
The Journey of a Thousand Miles Begins with One Step – Lao Tzu
From the: Tao te Ching
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