Day 3-4


I. Am. Exhausted.

Holy shitballs, lol. TEW MUCH WALKING!

The Thing is taxing my body hard-core, y’all. Don’t get me wrong, I’m having a great time. But omfg my body doth protest!!!


Totally not dropping any clues in my Featured Pictures. Nope. Nothing of the sort. ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

I’ll just say that I forgot what humidity felt like. Not even a full year I’ve been in Colorado and I’m already acclimated to the lack thereof. Good riddance, though. Humidity is the Whale Suck.

At least there’s a nice breeze and shade where I’m sitting to blog.

Anyway! I’m enjoying The Boyfriend’s efforts. I’m curious if not working for 2 weeks is a major cause for his mood and approach to me. The difference is… significant? Like yesterday, despite his exhaustion, the heat and humidity, and eventually getting hangry… he handled all that fairly well – miles better than usual. He’s been affectionate and somewhat flirty, also a change from the norm.

SUUUUUS!!! Lol. I can’t help but be a little suspicious, but… I am accepting it for what it is?! I’m trying super hard not to feel like the other shoe is going to drop, because that’s what I’m used to – not just with him, mostly with relationships in my past. And one major thing that sucks about that is when that shoe DOES drop… it shatters me. I’d really like that not to happen this time. And besides, it’s better to enjoy the good shit when it’s happening than to dampen or miss it and regret that later on, yeah?

So yeah… it’s been an overall good time, so far, despite my body hating it lol

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