I was distracted by Minecraft most of the day, but I finished a project I was working on, so there’s that!

Had EMDR at 9am. For many weeks, we’ve been working on my earliest remembered trauma (here) – one that was actually repressed for a very long time. And today, the memory and all the negative shite surrounding the incident, it was resolved. I no longer have to feel the turmoil and shitty feels when I think about it.

It’s a friggin weird ass feeling, let me tell ya.

All the same, I did more Minecraft and then had Women’s Trauma Group. It was difficult to pay attention, as I was pretty exhausted by that point. When that was done, I went to lay down for a nap, but Ducky (neighbor’s cat names MJ) was laying in my bed. She’s mean, so I decided to sleep in The Boyfriend’s bed with Floof instead. LMAO.

And here we are. Awake and writing the day’s blog, because my dumb ass forgot until just now.

I have about half an hour before the “Conversations That Connect” call happens. This is the first I’ll have attended one while in the Recovery Program. Unfortunately, The Boyfriend is at work and will be until it’s half over. I’m not even sure he will join me when he gets home. Either way, I hope it will be valuable and educational.

Until then… me thinks some Minecraft is in order… 😛