31.5 – For Last Week’s MM:
Everyone has something to teach you, even if neither of you realizes it.
The catch is: it’s not their job to show you, it’s your job to figure out what you can learn.
“Attention is the rarest and purest form of generosity.” – Simone Weil
Who in your life might be teaching you something if you started paying attention?
Give one person in your life your full attention. Then reply and tell me what you learned.
I give The Boyfriend my full attention pretty consistently, but the lessons I’ve learned haven’t been things I ever wanted to learn. But learn them I have (Ok, Yoda…). I’m hoping that I can learn new things going forward, like how much someone can change, grow, and show me that they well and truly care about and love me. Only time will tell, though…
32.0 – What Your Life Says About You
One thing for you to think about
Your life simply reflects what you’ve prioritized.
What you’ve achieved tells you what you were willing to suffer for.
What you failed at tells you the opposite.
Reflect: Then consider sharing this thought with others.
Two things for you to ask yourself
What does your life tell you about your priorities? Do you wish it were different?
Recommended: Use these as journaling prompts for the week.
One thing for you to try this week
Pick one small action that reflects the priorities you want, and go do it. Let me know how that feels.
Remember: Small changes lead to lasting breakthroughs.
As for how I’m doing… eh?! I suppose I’ve had fairly decent days, considering, but… they could – of course – be better. And sure, they could also be worse, but… I kinda hope the worst days are behind me, ya know?
I was able to schedule my first Ketamine “Maintenance” session at a different clinic for a sooner date than 6 weeks after my last one, so I’m definitely content with that. I was pretty bummed that I’d have to wait that long, but thankfully there was an opening for Friday the 3rd… at 5:45pm… half an hour’s drive longer than the normal clinic I go to (so an hour and 15 minutes total). The Boyfriend actually offered to take me and grab dinner afterwards, so… that’s really awesome.
Anyhoo… late post for this one, because I forgot to do it this morning haha. Oops!

